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Researching the Underwater Love story that is: Foreign Bodies
Foreign Bodies | Ella Mesma Company | Interview R & D phase 1 from Ella Mesma on Vimeo.
This autumn, I have been supported by Arts Council of England and Metal to research and develop a dance theatre piece. Danced to Fado, Kizomba and Kuduro rhythms by composer Sabio Janiak we created FOREIGN BODIES: An underwater love story.
Triggered by something I learnt a family member on one side of my parents said about someone from the other side, the piece became a love story involving two people of different heritage to explore identity, belonging and racism. We used the notion of disease, contamination, and transplantation as metaphors to explore the experience of ‘the other’ –BAME people, and other marginalised groups, and ask what is gained and lost through integration. We have been researching movement and dance techniques to translate an underwater love story between two people of different heritages (inspired by my parents).
Told through the narration of host Milton Lopes, Foreign Bodies is an interactive anonymous quiz show.
I am extremely grateful to have been able to use this R&D period to develop the choreographic language of the piece drawing on folkloric styles like Kuduro and Kizomba as well as working with an experienced Creative Technologist to explore how digital technologies can build on the sensory and empathetic experiences of audience members.
In the age of Aquarius: a time where technology like the worldwide web connect us, I wanted to explore the difference between online worlds: without borders, to the world of immigration, visas and forced migration. In the R & D for Foreign Bodies, we set out to cross borders and oceans to illuminate the enormity of time, to tell the stories of individuals and echo the bigger stories: ancestry, evolution and the haunting legacy of historical power structures. I spent a lot of time developing the text and researching around science, religion, language and colonialism.
During the process I reaffirmed that the piece was a love story: that even worked its way into the title! Most of my work also speaks of transformation, of the journey to know ourselves and during this & D, I discovered that in this work, the metaphor around trauma would be told using ‘jellyfish.’ Inspired by Jellyfish, Foreign Bodies is about the healing of trauma and the planet earth.
My ultimate ambition during this R&D was to make a structure for a one hour show. I am happy to say I did just that and surpassed it, because I also wrote a script! I developed the script, with the support of Edson Burton, Milton Lopes (actor) and Luke Pell, and was able to put together a full framework for the script and an hour long show, which Sabio Janiak is now using to develop the music.
Over the period, I was offered in kind mentoring by Annie Rigby from Unfolding Theatre and it was super helpful to have someone I could call up and talk over the various challenges in the studio. I learnt that this is extremely important and valuable to an effective creative process and what a wonderful human being she is!
With the support of South East Dance I had the opportunity to work with experienced dramaturge Luke Pell, and I would like to continue to nurture this relationship for the future. I loved working with Luke and really benefitted from having him present.
I like to work with diverse casts who have a range of different styles and experiences and tend to work collaboratively, each bringing our personal experiences to the work, allowing a depth and a vulnerability to the work and a safe space to learn and grow. I collaborated with a cast of 6 artists (Milton Lopes, Lucia Afonso, Elsabet Yonas, David Evans, Franck Arnaud Lusbec, Isaac Ouro Gnao). Each artist brought special skills and a range of dance styles such as Bele (Martinique), Kuduro (Angola), Breaking & House, as well as contemporary dance. I also worked with Sabrina Henry (costume designer who works with artists of various disciplines to connect pre-colonial traditions with the British experience as a way to re-imagine the future). The development of this work was a deeply personal piece for the cast and myself and we grew as a collaboration, and a company. The entire cast, including musician, costume designer and technologist are invested in the future of this work, which is super exciting: I cannot wait to see where it goes at the next phase.
We spent 1 week rehearsing in Liverpool and also visited the Slavery Museum, one week in Bristol, including a transatlantic slavery history tour of the city with Dr Edson Burton, and one week in London.
In addition to the R &D, we shared the work with the Creative Youth Network in Bristol, who fed back on the work and to small audiences in London and Bristol, and invited Ersen Ermis a videographer to film the work, creating a short trailer and interview about the piece. We offered morning company class to professional dancers and one workshop aimed at amateur dancers and people who are new to dance in Bristol.
I developed technology with Gentlemen Octopus Limited (who are currently creating technology for Massive Attack) to create an interactive anonymous quiz show. This meant I was able to further develop my desire to make work which is immersive for the audience but without putting the audience on the spot or making them feel pressured or singled out. I researched the British Citizenship test and many texts, and from that, developed a fun quiz, which explores “what does it mean to be a citizen of the world?” Long term, I want the audience to have a fun immersive experience that is informative, provocative and presents different viewpoints and stories to shed light on history.
During the process, I had been thinking about how art can be used as a tool to tell personal and global and stories and speak up about what is happening in the world. It had been a strange and sad time globally, with Bolsonaro coming to power in Brazil, the migrant caravan headed from Honduras to the US and the death of Jamal Khashoggi in Turkey, and so this work became an important opportunity to provide a message. I believe that art can be used as a tool to shed light on the collective suffering in the world and as a tool to protest and make our views heard. I aim with this work to make peaceful yet provocative art that engages non-dancers and breaks the fourth wall accessibly and comfortably.
In this creative process, I was able to finally step into and be the choreographer I always wanted to be. By changing my role to just choreographer and not dancing, I was able to work fast, efficiently and intuitively, bringing new sides to my personality to the space, and seeing the whole picture of the work truly. I have learnt that I am truly moving into and across art forms with this work, and to understand how I work and who I am as an artist.
I learnt a lot about holding the space and all the tension in it: artists bring their own lives and their personal stories and history to the space. I developed a system to check in each morning and allow that stuff to be seen so that we could raise above it and work effectively. I also used this to deal with some of the bigger and heavy topics in the space and to deal with any dynamics in the space. I feel I learnt a lot about this in terms of the people in the space: the work that I am making: that asks a lot of the company, and I got further insight into how to manage that so I can get the best out of each dancer and allow them to feel safe and held.
I also learnt a lot about how to protect and care for myself in that environment: a lot is needed to balance such a space and not get worn down or worn out by the needs of everyone in the space, and so I learnt to appreciate the self care needed to work in this environment and stay true to me. I realised how important it is to state what I want and need clearly and not to take on others ‘stuff’, or to take things personally, but instead to uphold my standards of excellence, and to strive consistently for that.
Thank you to everyone who has been involved in this process: I could not have done it without you all! I look forward to sharing more news on this exciting project soon!
December Updates
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Papyllon: My journey in South Africa
This year I had the incredible experience of travelling for my first time to Africa. I was awarded an Artist International Development (also my first time to receive the award) to work with acclaimed international poet Toni Stuart in Capetown. Just reflecting back on this experience I am filled with every emotion from warmth at the wonderful people I met, saudade (at missing them like mad) and then at the same time a combination of confusion, and anger at some of the other things I saw and experienced in South Africa.
We explored the complexities, nuances and discomfort around identity and ethnicity as people of heritage who often pass for white, exploring what privileges and what guilt that brings us, and how it affects how we view ourselves, can we view ourselves as women of colour? South Africa, with such a complex history of racism where it was actually illegal to be mixed heritage was a powerful place to locate the creation of this work. In the first week, before we began rehearsals, we attended the Cape History Tour with the incredibly inspiring Lucille Campbell, learning many untold tories of South African people of colour historically. I also visited the apartheid museum in Johannesburg and went to Robben Island: all of which were incredibly harrowing and important reminders of the history of this complex country and of how fear can lead to such atrocities in the world.
I found myself thinking a lot about privilege over the weeks I was in South Africa: around slavery and the lack of reparations or redistributing of wealth after apartheid, at the privileges I have experienced in life and at being able to be there on this incredible journey, at the opportunity to have had an education and at being able to create work which I truly love, at the very obvious divides in wealth in the city: for example the gates locking people in to their houses to protect their wealth. Then the bigger signs of privilege, for example on the day of our second performance I saw police moving homeless people sleeping rough in the centre out to other areas: which reminded me of many things that happened during apartheid with re-housing, or of stories I had read in Trevor Noah’s ‘Born a crime’.
Papyllon was a deeply personal piece for both Toni Stuart and I to create, and took the form of the heroine’s journey to speak about our mixed heritages; what we, as women, learn and un-learn from our mothers; and how we step into our own lives. Papyllon was also inspired by the four stages of transformation in the lifecycle of the butterfly and alchemy or transformation in the form of healing and stepping into our best selves.
There is a strong tradition of ancestor worship in South Africa: making offerings to, honouring and respecting our ancestors, and a belief that our ancestors maintain a spiritual connection with their living relatives. Doing some of this work myself I was struck to see this drawing below of us with the long line of our ancestors behind us (the women to the left, the men to the right) and how much it resembles a butterfly or bird. I wanted to work with the butterfly in Papyllon because it is reborn during its lifetime on earth, and I wanted to allow this experience to be a cleansing and a rebirth for us and our ancestors.
Via Dancing Words collaborations: I have interpreted the poetry of Warsan Shire, Karen McCarthy Wolf and Mona Arshi, but this would be my first time to creating work as a true collaboration with a poet and sharing the spcae. I learnt a lot stepping into the poetry world about the power of language and communication: especially in a country where there are 12 national languages. I found myself thinking a lot about how language can be a powerful tool to oppress and to empower. Poetry being one very empowering tool: just like song, to allow people to have a voice. There is a deep healing that can happen in a poem, and as I got to know the community further during the Open Book Festival, I was struck by the truth in poet Phelisa Sekwata’s words: ‘Poetry is a healing.’
Whilst I was in Cape Town, it was experiencing its worst drought in over a century. The campaign was city wide, asking us to limit our showers to under 90 seconds, to avoid bathing, to put a bucket in our showers and sinks to collect water and use the run-off to flush toilets or water plants and to avoid flushing (if it’s yellow let it mellow). I found this made me think very differently and deepened my respect for water and its scarcity and also mother nature. The city is just beautiful, almost entirely surrounded by mountains and on the coast, it is hard not to feel deeply connected to nature here. As our piece is water based, we found ourselves talking often of the drought. As is customary in South Africa, we often associated Sacred Earth Mother as a living being- a spiritual Mother with the life-giving, nurturing qualities of our mothers. I wondered: if we humans were to treat mother earth with the respect, kindness and care we do for our human mothers, if we would still be facing droughts and other environmental crisis across the world?
Over the two weeks, we truly dived in and created a beautiful working environment: we ate together, stayed together, walked along the beach at sunset, we warmed up and meditated. We discovered three main themes in our work: Mothers, womb and water. The piece became about our mothers: a celebration of them, a celebration of our families and our ancestry. We began to dig deeper in this second week… to look further at the elephants in the room (this is how I make work), and to think about what is missing and what is too much. I believe each piece has its own personality, and it is about listening to and letting that persona be revealed.
Toni and I spent 2 weeks rehearsing in Stellenbosch in a circus, followed by a week of performances: one at the Institute for Contemporary Arts’ Live Art Festival and two performances at the Open Book Festival. We created a short projection of our families, in particular our mothers, to project onto the silks for our second performance where we knew we could not put weight on the silks.
It was truly an unforgettable experience this summer. Art is a powerful tool to raise awareness of inequalities and transform trauma through expression and creativity, and this is a perfect example of that experience. I was delighted to be able to finalise the work as a duet, and I love how the work has developed. This experience allowed me to dig deeper in terms of my performance states, and over the rehearsal period I have further understood my process and how I love to invest from a deeply personal place for the true deep healing of telling personal stories to happen. I recognised in South Africa how important this work was for my own mental wellbeing: I felt emboldened to share my own story working with Toni: I learnt that stories are therapeutic, and that the healing experience of bringing these issues out into the open was freeing.
I was able to connect to this continent where I have a lineage and ancestry, and to learn about the history hands on through experiences such as Lucille Campbells transcending history healing tour and work into my ancestry. Being in South Africa there was a different learning around my own identity as a person of mixed heritage, a stepping into who I am and a positive impact being in a country where people are willing to talk about racism in a more open way. There was also a standing my ground in terms of realising who I was and was not prepared to spend time with in a country so divided on race issues, and in learning and understanding how I can work with mother nature and how I can contribute to or have a positive impact for change in the world. Art is a healing tool, an opportunity to tell herstory, to pave the way with positive heroines of different heritages, body types, experiences and empower and embolden future generations to create an even better world in the future.
Being around poets was truly a wonderful experience, and I am sure that this importance of language positively affected me and my experience making my next piece of work Foreign Bodies (for which I recently wrote an entire script). Working with Toni, I was able to learn a lot about myself and my practise, and to delve deeper into how to stand fully in and hold that with a new found confidence. I learnt to go slow: the importance of and the opportunity to reflect on my practise: I have decided this year to take a kind of sabbatical to look at my practise and the future of Ella Mesma Company: thank you Toni Stuart for this revealing!